Me ThE rEaL yoU

new lj

2005-04-08T15:19:30Z

i have a new lj its romanceisalie comment to be added. everyone have a kick ass weekend <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-04-07T17:49:00

2005-04-07T22:51:07Z

ok so i got groudned and now im ungroudnded whew-hoo. haha im so smooth. heres how awesome my weekend will be ok ready

Friday: chorpus christi show at equal eyez with golden dale and cadii, possibly moree

Saturday:going out of town with my sis to do some shit i dunno

then sat night im haning with lora and sara. <3

and i gotta work sunday booo.

oh well. i keep chaning the font size. im happy. <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-04-06T22:04:00

2005-04-07T03:05:33Z

my evening sucked. i got a speeding ticket for going 79 in a 70.

my parents groudned me for it. which is ludicrous. i was gonna go to cc for the weekend and i dont know if i can now. cops and parents can fuck themselves. :(

omg

2005-04-05T15:29:39Z

i just spent like 10 mins right an entry and it go erased omg. anway
im off saturday going to get a prom dress. want someone to go with me so if ya want u can come let me know. im going prolly to austin or houston. i want to go to like a boutique and or a vintage shop and get a diffrernet dresssn not some dress that anhyone will have. i dont know wehre to go though anyone have any good ideas. i here harwin street is coool. dont know though. saturday night i think im hanining with my girls lora and sara. dont know though plans are a bit hazyy. anyway i hate work and our carpet is gettting cleaned those are randomn comments but oh well. and you betterlet me know where to get my dresss or illl...do nothing. k <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-04-02T14:40:00

2005-04-02T20:42:18Z

k so i am incredibly tired. i had fun last night. hanging out with people in general but one person stuck out to me. anyway i am working a long day today. i hope everyone is well and yah yesterday was april fools day did anyone know that. hah <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-03-31T10:34:00

2005-03-31T16:38:47Z

mmk so hot hot heat is a reallyy good band and there new album comes out this next teusday and im so excited...

now my parents tell me i cant graduate early. uhh they can suck my asss. i hate them so muccccchhhh.

and anyway this weekend shoudl be cool im gonna go to show friday really late cuz i hate to freaking work then saturday i work 10-7 omg yah its along time and then i may go to laci's for a post prom party. wheww-hooo. k thats it for now <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-03-29T11:38:00

2005-03-29T18:40:12Z

i would have to say acadia matilda hartsfield is my best friend in the world

brush_me_off @ 2005-03-28T20:35:00

2005-03-29T03:36:25Z

How do you make your journal friends only? cuz i dont want to have people read mine!

my break.

2005-03-27T23:00:29Z

ok so my easter break has been boring as hell.

and horrible too. yesterday was one of the worst days ive ever hadd. so much crying and so much of know one understanding me. like how i hate my life my job my family how i am ready to get the fuck out of here. im sick of people not believing in me and in themselves. and im sick of judgemental pricks. im tired of victoria. like theres some great people here but most people are just hypocrital and rude.

i dont wann sound bitchy or depreesed but this is how i was feeling. i think things will look up for me. i kinda want to be a physcologist or a bussiness major.

thats it <3 ps happy easter

whats going on with me now and blaha blah

2005-03-22T18:48:03Z

ok so this is gonna be a long live jouranl entry r u ready. hah

i have just been thinking about alot lately. like this year my life has changed so much. ive made so many new amazing friends its unreal. i am more open to people and more open-minded. ive experienced alot more. too i know this sounds dumb but i feel like im getting older. im already 17 some people say thats young but ive just now turned this age and now experienced a little more freedom. there are some things i wish i had. like i wish i maybe was a little bit skinnier and had more guys. but i take pride in what i have. so ive done some things. so ive smoked a cigarrete before and so ive driniking a beer. shoot me. i dont smoke weeed and i dont do any other things. i dont have sex i dont party alot. so people need to stop judging me. i wish i had a boy that loved me. i wish i had a boyfriend. hah i wish i was gay so that i woldnt have to be constnantly let down by boys. ohh well what do u expect. i wanna fall in love really bad. but whatever i will one day. i dont wanna sound all sappy and derpressing at shit. ok so now heres a fast forward into my life now

my job sucks asss lora is badd ass and shess leaving heb.

i miss all my frineds golden dale laci and everyone else

i never hang out wiht any of my old friend which i stilll love katy calah tera ryan steph u know u are

my mom told me that me and my friends the way we dress we look like we could do drugs haha

and i got fucking stripped searched today at shcool by the drug dogs and theye foudn a lighter in my purse. haha i hope they expell me

and now im about to go do some reasearch crap for school. wow i love my life. k im sarcasing but its not that bad. if u think i gay for writing this live jouranl entry then fuck u and dont read it. ps i forgot to mention cadi omggg hahah shes badd ass as well. k (ps boys are hott) <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-03-21T11:36:00

2005-03-21T17:33:30Z

ok i miss austin .
spring break is over.
i hate school.
i slept for 3 hours but im not tired.
i love my friends.
boys are hott
i wanna go to prom but with who.
ok so yeah thats it bye <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-03-16T00:18:00

2005-03-14T06:19:30Z

hey omg i am having fun.
+austin=awesome
+hot guys and girls
+vodka and cigarretes are fun
haha k well bye! <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-03-10T13:13:00

2005-03-10T19:15:00Z

ok so have a new livejournal

romanceisalie

add me plz or or leave me a message if you want me to add you ok

&hearts; ps i was trying to make a herart thingy if it doesnt work then <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-03-09T20:57:00

2005-03-10T02:57:45Z

disregard that last entry this is when i will die

You Will Die at Age 73

73

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...

And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

brush_me_off @ 2005-03-09T20:56:00

2005-03-10T02:56:58Z

when i will die

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brush_me_off @ 2005-03-07T13:46:00

2005-03-07T19:47:37Z

ok so im tired of school. thank god its spring break. omg i need a boy. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i havent kissed anyone in like a month. im going crazy hahha. i think im just ready for spring break and austin. i wish i was gradauting this year omg. i do. everyone is going to freaking ut i swear. it doesnt matter though. k thats it <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-03-05T12:17:00

2005-03-05T18:20:02Z

ok so last night was the show. it was fun. i saw alot of cool kids. brittney went with me and we had fun. except for the fact my mom kept harrasing her about her tonsils. wierd. my car broke yesterday but lukickly it was fixed in time for the show. this may sound corny but i love shows. its fun when people can just hang out and listen to good music. i met some other cool people. chelsey from chorpus and her friends. there really nice and seem like alot of fun. then we went to whataburger with james and kevo then to phils for like 10 mins whoo-hoo. curfew suck. i think theres a show next weeekend? this is all for now <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-03-02T20:57:00

2005-03-03T03:00:02Z

today has been the a good day till tonight. i lost my wallet fuck yess. this is second time its happened. i wish i was a drug addict so i could get high and away from my life! show on friday brittney all my friends is the only thing i have to look forward to! :(

brush_me_off @ 2005-03-01T10:42:00

2005-03-01T16:42:30Z

i got out of groudning cuz im cool. and i have a new friend who i am defitnely hanging out with! her name is brittney and shes cool and nice. and on friday i think their is a show. i dunno though!

brush_me_off @ 2005-02-28T17:06:00

2005-02-28T23:09:21Z

im fucking sick of my parents tryign to pick my future for me. my mom is constantly on my ass about being a fucking pharmasict and or somthing in the medical field. no offense but i hate that shit. i love being in charge im either gonna be a lawyer or human resoucres director. but my dream is to move to la and be either a fashion gurur or an actress. im not concited but i know i am talented and that im not meant to have a fucking every day job. im sick of living my life the way others want me to. i really think my mom is trying to live through me. so fuck her ill do it on my own she has never beleived in me. dont let anyone tell you what you can and cant do. fuck that. i know im cussing but i think god has a bigger plan for me and i know that with him i can achieve my dreams. follow your heart and screw what society says.

brush_me_off @ 2005-02-27T14:46:00

2005-02-27T20:49:17Z

ok so last night was random. i went with my friends cadi cora and allison to some guys house and then they played poker and so we were like no were good and left after awhile then we went to my friend lauren's house for a little while. chaz the man was there. and then there was nothing to do so me and my friend cadi picked up my friend ian and we were gonna go chill and then it sucked so we went to his house and then i was late 15 mins by curfew and im supposedly grounded next weekend. i doubt. ok this is boring but oh well. two weekes thill austin and spring break. yessss <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-02-25T15:33:00

2005-02-25T21:34:40Z

im really annoyed. everyone is going to the show tongiht. and i agreed to go out of town to this church thing. arrg i love god so im gonna be happy about this. oh well next friday i am gonna party no mattttttttttttttttttttterrrrrr what! ok bye! have fun tonight guys <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-02-24T13:07:00

2005-02-24T19:08:04Z

i got my hair cut. yah and im going to austin for like aloong time with my friend golden dale. yahhh. k i rock bye. haha jk! <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-02-21T14:30:00

2005-02-21T20:35:15Z

k so this is going to be a good entry. im just now 17. feel young still. cant wait for ut. omg ill be grauduating in like a year. i wish i had a boy friend although there are a cute few i like or that i would so bang. hah jk. but really i wanna fall in love. prom is going i want to go. theres somone i want to go with but i dunno. technology fucking rocks. i love my new digitial camera. i am going crazy with it. to many pics. there all displayed on myspace if ya wannna check them out. um i am going to this church thingy this weekend. i dont really wanna go though i should so im gonna try and be happy about it. my hair is darker. i like it. if u dont then fuck u. jk. i bought dirty dancing havana nights. i just love that movie. for the horizon is a kick asss band. i want the new killers cd. and i think hilary dufff is hott. sorry if u dont like her. oh well this has been random. k bye <3

brush_me_off @ 2005-02-20T16:31:00

2005-02-20T22:33:50Z

k so i have a birthday cakeeeeeeeeeeee. its rainbow cake and white frosting. omgggggggggggggg itsss sooo goood. i hope ur jealous cuz its alll mine. so there... hahaha. wellllllll is anyone going to prom>? i have no idea? k this is a lame entry but its cool. bye